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I always wanted so much to be able to draw, l never tried because l new l couldn't , l so love looking at other peoples artwork, l can look at drawings & paintings all day somtimes even getting teary at how beautiful they are, l went to a painting class & was told l should learn to draw first , so went home & had a go at it , l think my drawings are good for a beginner , but l'm missing the wow feeling l get from artwork from others , why is this ? do most people feel this way ? , maybe its the mystery in other peoples art , what they were feeling at the time ? the process in the work ? , l don't mean to ramble but l dont really have the want to draw there anymore , l guess l just want to know do any of you get feeling from your own artwork , ;-) , ty gyps
Gyps,
I , for once feel that in this particular thread that I can add something necessary. There are many things that go into what a person allows themselves to do. I f you searched forever on the net, you would find nothing done by me anymore. I , too, allow others works to speak to me. I have 11 children and a small place , so I have no real workspace, I have no real "space of my own." I have no place to be where I can work without someone looking over my shoulder. I currently have 13 works as of this morning and none finished. so, i say to you, like the others, not to quit. I use this forum like the person who has been hit by a car while riding a bike, and slowly has to convince him/her self that all bike riding does not end in a crash, this forum, reading the threads, admiring the others works and their progress, their beauty and the movement and philosophy behind a piece. This forum and others like it, tell me on a day to day basis, that I must not "QUIT" that it is alright to move slowly and if necessary with the proverbial "baby steps" I listen to the comments and advise given here because it is all geared to the advancement of ones-self in the arts. I know that I will finish these pieces eventually, I believe in myself, I believe in the advise of these people from all over the world with the same things in mind, with the same purpose. You must believe in "YOU." I stopped believing in me I figured that the rest of that part of life moving around me became of more substance. But I came to realize from visiting these forums, that this thing called art had become a part of me a long time ago and that i was doing myself a disservice. Do not do yourself the same 'dis-service.' If you do not like one part of art or genre' then try another. try whatever you want, take the advise of these people that have posted before me. It is good sound and reasonable. I am more motivated everyday by the happenings here. Perhaps it will help you as well. I really listen and watch the others here, I found it became necessary to do so. I found a pure definition to the things that before had been undefined. I believe it will you as well.
It is helping me, little by little. My brother in law sent me at his expense all the video lectures and studio lectures from "The New York Institute for the Arts" and my children and wife just keep on buying these tools of the trade, pencils and pens and papers of all makes, and to speak to you here specifically, I , a few days ago, looked around and started to cry, I came to realize that I was not responding to the very core of my being, and that all these people saw a thing in me that they new was as inherent as my blood type, and I see all the encouragement from one to the other here, and I just knew that I should not quit, or remain silent. So, if you are like wayneo and take it up after ten years, or if you approach it like mooks and airscapes, where each thing is new and different, the end result is to have fun enjoy yourself, find your self and be your own best supporter.
Marc